July 7, 2010

the hardest world to live in is one where you have to question everything you think, believe and do things of rhetorics and doubts yet answers required to see through the shrouds …

Falling May 30, 2010

they say look at what’s in front and take little baby steps but I look way beyond skipping steps and leaping then I trip

It’s either very good or very bad May 22, 2010

Same ambition, different motivation

Unresolved April 11, 2009

we keep telling ourselves defining expectations through meanings it all could’ve been meaningless but even that still means something

Never enough March 28, 2009

time is the constant time is the fleeting unfleetingly constant constantly fleeting

Lady-Lucks March 15, 2009

when you held that umbrella over me or offered that plate of vermicelli i know with you it’s worth to be when you cloak me from that north wind and see through my way of living i know with you it’s worth to be when you share your every fear or offer a nonjudgmental ear [...]

Movers March 13, 2009

each box a different part of me you’ve all kept it dear for me you’ve all held a part of my life you are all a part of my life

Deep Sleep March 2, 2009

that silhouette, i know who you are though i am lost in dream so bizarre you are always the one homebound star i was lost, will always somehow be but you have always been there for me and will – despite the one boundless Sea i see you again in that spotlight so bright, but [...]

Wishes February 1, 2009

what if I were to live by those magical 6 strings I let go for everything and become less than nothing what if I were to forget memories that I regret to be something I’m not just to follow the lot  what if I were not to be what is now that I call me [...]

What is found? January 24, 2009

stepped on myself today and I could see how far I am from what I want to be the digression in my words and smile makes me halt my thought a while this road I am on, how did it start I am where I can’t outsmart the junction that forces my duality to transform the [...]

Slipping Through My Fingers December 31, 2008

slipping through my fingers all the time i try to capture every minute the feeling in it slipping through my fingers all the time do i really see what’s in my mind each time i think i’m close to knowing i keep on growing slipping through my fingers all the time

Competitions December 28, 2008

I was a big fish in a small pond A small pond only of big fish It was ugly, very very ugly

So unWish December 27, 2008

I asked for a shower you gave me a storm I asked for an hour you gave me a yom Things that I like you prove me wrong Things that I smite just prove me strong What I had wished you to accomplish What I had wished I wish to unwish The key I unlock [...]

Of faith May 27, 2008

Silence in deed, breaking the Creed Reason in need, losing the Deed What’s to heed? That? That sounds like mead? To be a lead, am I to kid? Uproot the Seed, that’s what I need But this I knead – fruit of that Seed?

Expectations and Realizations April 16, 2008

gut-wrenching disappointment what went wrong? you kept asking a blessing or an omen? you’ll never know. stop asking where can you find dignity? when you’re trampled by scrutiny losing your indemnity result of your mutiny ahh, why have I such dilemma a knot that bobs in my guts a guilt that will forever mar an [...]

Self April 12, 2008

“Know Thyself, O divine lineage in mortal guise!” ~ Marcilio Ficino

A Requiem for a Choice April 2, 2008

I’ve been having the feeling that I always have when I am about to finish reading one book of a trilogy – not the last, but more of either of the first two. It feels like you’re going to say goodbye to the part of the story that you wish would have ended differently. Or [...]